stupid.dumb.foolish... the perfect 3 wrds to describe me...i dounch noe wad im doing...i didn noe wad i was doing was right or wrong....but now i realise its wrong...i shldn hav bluff tem...n trick tem dat i lyk dunno mou mou hu......and worse of all its perhaps b coz i was bored or something....i switch to my brain...i counldn tink of anyone....so i created a "fake" someone .........i noe its very lame dumb n stupid....tats me again.....realli dunno wad im doin ...although i noe im halfway thru my maths hemwrk...kay...sounds realli dumb n i noe....i dunno wad im tinking or wadsoever.....whack me.slap me. mayb i'll wake up....haix...aimless life....reallie getting me pissed off...i dounch noe wad im typing either.....my apologies to the 2 whom realli believed me...sry...im reallie getting mad liao.....dunno wad to do dunno wad to sae................the songs im hearing none happie one...cox ppl nowasdaes dun sing happy songs...diao~.....haix.......i can tell dat im very sad deep down inside....n noone actually noes wads really happening inside.....not even myself......i believe everyone can see dat im really moody and sad............the look ish just dere....even the smiles are so fake......i feel dat im so fake lo....dunnno y im trying to hide myself...hide my tru feelings....locking tem in a bottle or wadsoever....mayb its because no one tries to unlock tem...even myself......crying has become additive to me.......esp under the blanket......i reallie truly wanna cry again........
