im not very sure wads gonna happen next...i dunno wad to do wif myself...i wanna die.....but i dun dare....juz now gt maths ppr-79 dat tym...i took went to yingqian table to take a penknife...she didnt noe...i sat on the chair....i took teh knife out...laid it on my wrist...the vital part...wich determines u rlife n death....2 veins at same tym de....den i started to cry...y my marks so low....laz tym i oso nvr liddat b4 as in nvr so anxious de.....laz tym i take it veh easy de...now dunno y............................=( ... i tot abt jumpin consecutively den...but pain...so dun wan....so i tot abt drowning in the sea or wadsoeer....but i oso dun dare...i wanna die but deres so many tings i wanna do....haix.....dunnno how lo....u told me to cheer up....u all told me to cheer up...i've tried....reallie hard but it doesnt help....i really wanna go n cry i wanna go to the beach n scream....i wanna juz release everyting out...juz cry....for dunno wadsoever reason..... the beach- i muz go.... =(.......will u help me ...i noe only u can... <3...
