
ok...im suicidal...im pesismistic...all dose frens in skl...u all shi dunno de...coz i hide everyting inside...i noe u wun belive im very sad de....u all tink i happie go lucky wadsoever...but im seriously suicidal...i tell ppl suicide is no gd...many ppl sad or wad budden as a matter of fact...i tink of suicide often...i noe its dumb...i hab alot of doubts....i dunno wads gonna happen nex....i dunno y ppl die....y ppl live...y ppl hab troubles...y carn everyone b happie...haix....i been saein haix non stop whole dae liao....haix...=(... somebody save me