ARGH....i wenta the doc's today AGAIn....he gimme mc fer 5 days....but its not the mc for not cumin skl but ish no PE de....lol...means can skip 2.4 run budden it will b dumb muz come run another day bahs...mite as well do it once n for all....the doctor so siao lo....say same virus wad ok den giv different medicine...its like SAME VIRUS DIFFERENT MEDICINE....wad crap....so shit lo...but nvm...LOL...MANN me so sian...i dunno wads wrong wif me lo....its lyk one moment i can lie lyk its veri veri veri real...n veh serious oso den the other moment i can chnge completely.....to differnt ppl laa...LOL. budden its lyk i carn believe it myself lo...the way i convince ppl....damn pro...budden i juz carn convince myself lo.....abt wad im doing....saein...whether its the rite ting anot...everyting....i carn convince myself....MANN wad teh hell ish going on wif me....i dunno wad im doing either....coz its lyk so ILLUSION liddat lo...the world juz seems lyk a dream....lyk as if im in a long long long sleep n everyting here ish i imagine de liddat....carn control my mind ....seems pretty ridiculous bahs....lyk im sum kinda mental patient....BUT IM NOT>...im perfectly normal...juz dat i dun reallie noe how to control myself dat kinda stuffs....YIKES.....i feel reallie realie veh guilty lo...haix...i really reallie dunno wad im doinbg laa...as in izzit the rite tng....den i veh scared dat i mite do sumtin i will live to regret on impulse....i noe dat paper cannot cover fire....( chinese de -translated to eng) .... sum tings r kept under wraps....n not meant for the ears of others...cos sum tings shldnt b known....im sorry if i lied abt it....I M REALLIE VEH SORRY....
