i dunno how to put everyting into words...actally i do noe dat wad i lack now ish care n concern...i sitll remember tis morning the cut styroform de ting corroded into my hand laa...den u all tink its veh funneh....pls laa/....ppl in pain lo....den wen i helpp other ppl tey say im bad...pls laa...help u leh....it doesnt pay to b the good guy...im nvr gonna help anione le...now im reallie gettin confused le....i dunno wad to do...im lost....i dunno hu to trust...coz i dunno y noone gained my trust...maybe its because im not the kind of person hu buys words...i buy actions...i dunno laa...its all gettin into a mess....my lfe's in a mess.....im just...just....not happy...