argh....today was investiture le...iut was a day full of tears joy scream n laughter...still remember just now i saw the council video den i cried lo....behind at teh hall dere i was crying on nattys shoulder....i dunno la the video just touched my hart...den teh rest of the day i was screaming n screaming i was teh one hu kept screaming lo...esp wen the yiluxiangbei song was played i screamed lyk hell lo ...kept screaming....LOL. foot damn pain....argh...den morning dat tym i take taxi to skl wear the stupid shoes laa den i was the onli one so dumb wear those shoes to skl lo....den kristy helped bring shoes den x help me take the shoes just nice bell ring...argh...too bad i muz wear stupid shoes to hall...bleh...aiya today morning i was still down dere crying why so dumb wear those shoes....argh today ish one of the happiest day in my life lo....* till den...i was truly happie* esp wen those tears fflowed down my cheeks... tml muz run le....argh....feet so pain still run wad shit...argh...den today after everyting gt welfare te...woot~ so nice....den after dat we all interaction den chat chat...den we play teh dunno wad name game den gt energy ar energy n pan wei bo etc de dat one...LOL.so fun so fun you mei you...argh...go hme bathe take 1 hr nap le den go swimming...today q. refreshing....nice...just dat water abit cold...*y make ur day gloomy wen u can make it bloom* dunno y today veh happie but i feel abit empty...lyk sumting was missing in the day... sumting vague...i dunno wads it...but i noe deres a sumting dere and its a constant...its always dere....i dunno wads it...but all i noe is tat its affecting me makinbg me feel reallie empty....lyk an empty space in my hart...i guess the constant was supposed to b dere but it wasnt...* ur presence means to me* LOL. i gt a veh bad feelings abt sumting....cos i went online dat tym sumone add me den ask me alot of questions...sumore ask me if my cca softball lo...abit ridiculous ...i ask hu the person ish den the person so mysterious...tell me dat some things i need not noe too much...the statement gives me the creps cos i dunno wads going on... oh ya n 3 ppl came up to me telling me sumting regarding teh same ting lo...n tey dun believe wad i told tem...wad crap...everytym ish liddat de...i tell den tey dun believe....shrugs...dunno wads going on...anw....im still dreaming abt junyang... * he so rawk !!! * argh...
