i didnt want everyting to turn out tis way...it may seem dat im the bad guy but its now or nvr. dun tell me u didnt feel sumting was amiss at the begining argh i dunno how to phrase the stirs... i dunno y im reacting tis way either... juz dun ask y....i dun wanna answer animore whys le...everyting felt wrong frm the start... i hab my own personal reason...so dun waste ur tym wif me...mann i guess im the dumbest person on earth...i owaes carn seem to do it... >.< everytym oso liddat de...LOL. argh im juz plain sick laa...im rejecting all the help lo...im juz plain sick...plain mad...plain ridiculous....te worlds juz too much for me...i dunnoy .... nobody's giving me stress rite now....im the one giving myself stress...I USED TO BE SO STRONG... n now tears r a piece of cake...tey come out on their own...dunno wen tis started....dat i became so weak laa... I MUZ B STRONG...im not gonna show anione the weak side of faustina animore...no no... even if i hab to pretend n act tis on my whole life...i sitll hab to do it... IM GONNA TRAIN MYSELF. aiya im suferring frm major mood swings...aiya im gonna quit everting...argh...LOL. i was supposed to watch charlie today lo...all tickets fully bked lo...wad shit....argh... * i dun cry on the outside anymore*
