aiye. my head gonna burst le lo. headache so stress den sumore my baby bro kip crying veh irritating lorr.. now i dunno if im going tml or maybe i will go on wed instead. my mum had me GROUNDED for the first tym lorr. wad de. she veh guo fen tis days lorr dunno wads wrong wif her. now she ground me say cnanot go out le . she acty say i 6 pm must reach hme den i 730 reach hme instead . she didnt bother listen me finish my explanation den say i cannot go out le say wad go out so long. n i went out n 12 dat is. she say gimme 6 hrs not enuff meh. at first i was going shoppin onli den in the end aded a k box in. i told my mum abt k box n she was lyk suspecting lorr. lyk wad shit. she sya wad 2 ppl go k box can meh. i was lyk y cannot. she doesnt TRUST me lorr. suspect here n dere. den yest i tok to bh on the fonefor 3 hrs she oso not shuang me. at first still suspect hu i tokin to lorr. n ya wei yang called to pass msg rite den i was tokin to wei yang den dunno how we che2 dao combination de topic den my mum came n snatch the fone see hu call n wad he tokin lorr. den kip snatching. dunno wads her prob lorr. i tink is veh guo fen lorr. den i told her is weiyang pass msg den she return the fone to me. den wen soohwee called to ask if i going grad nite rite my mum answered the fone dne she tok so loud n ask soohwee"HU IS TIS" guess wut./ she tot a guy called me. i dun understand exactly y guys n gurls cannot exist as frens in my parents DICTIONARY. is reallie veh wadd lorr. i veh stress now lorr. i feel lyk im being strangled n deprived of personal space. my mUM wants me to be a NICE LIL GOODIE GURL hu stays at hme all day n ROT. PLUS. no tokin on the fone. dunno wads wrong wif her tis days. i reallie fel veh deprived of space lorr. n my head hurts lyk HELL i feel lyk crying n i already am. its not those sad type of crying but lyk im gonna die. i reallie fel lyk im strangled lorr. SERIOUSLY. den i go k box she say wad i veh rich arh. i feel as if she lokin fer trouble wif me. i reallie feel strangled lorr n my head reallie hurts n spinin lyk hell now. i relalie dunno wad im gonna do can. dunno y i suddenly fel i dun belong in tis world lorr. i used to tink it was a blessing to be brought down to earth. now i tink its wad i call punishment to be brought here. i dunno wad kinda mental stress ive been suffering. for a period of tym i was reallie veh happy. n i had no stress. n now everyting starts piling up i carn take it animore. yest, it was the first tym i did household chores. i roned the clothes n stuffs so dat she can hab a better impression of me n treat me sumhow better. argh i realllie dunno. feel she veh bu shuang me. maybe my mindset will chnge sum tym ltr. i nid to cool down too. haiis.
