just realised sumting. i dun yearn for 2006 to come. dunno y. i sure noe im gonna miss everyting dats not gonna be arnd in 2006. i definately will MISS everyting dat i will miss nxt yr. seperation. not sumting i look forward to. nvr knew how much i loved 2A n... stuffs dat not gonna be conveniently dere. dunno y. tis feeling of seperation is so fresh yet rotten. i dun lyk it. i will miss everyting tat used to be. everyting dat used to be in skl. dat will no longer be dere. 2005. haiss. tings wun be so readily available animore. not so easily accessed animore. i wonder if we will wave or say hi nxt tym. i dunno. my combination. trip sci. elect lit. 2a buddies der? yq n xz. xz seems to be appealing. appealing exists in my tots since yest. when i came to noe my combi. my actual desired combi was act chem physics. core lit elect geog. dunno if im gonna appeal. deres no one i can tok to abt it. seriously. i reallie dunno wad to do. if xz goes n if go too. yq will be alone. ALONENESS; a veh familiar feeling i dun wan others to experience. cos its not nice. mann. rite now. all i wan is sumone to tok to. i reallie dunno wad i wan now. 3 mths or so ago. i can cleary tell u. dat i wanna go doub sci chem physics. core lit elect geog. it was my actual first choice but since mr mok said put trip sci so i put. tinkin i wun gt in. but in the end i still did. now tat tis combi is given to me. i feel so mao dun. reallie dunno if i shld appeal.ive gt no confidence in trip sci. hu noes i will gt last in klazz. but if i go to tat other combi. im worried i carn cope cos ppl say core lit is tough. so i asked myself wad my interest is. owells. its lit. both combi gt lit. den i worry. bio may not be rite fer me. im not exactly a bio person. n look. geog. if i were to go to dat doub sci i will take elect goeg. im not exactly gd in geog. is just tat tis tym i study real hard den gt a2 de. not reallie confident of myself. seriously. i dunno. if i wanna appeal i hab less den 1 wk. i carn sort out my tots now. myself.
