ive tot abt it last nite b4 i slept. i haven reallie been taking certain tings d at i shld take seriously, seriously. yep. i owaes tink dat im serious or wadever but i realise it may not have been the case. maybe i was doing it for the sake of doing it.i dunno. i dun even noe if now im serious or wadever cos at the end of everyting i will realise i wasnt serious lor. point 2: i dunno if i shld believe wad other ppl say. reallie dunno. i just hope dat wad ppl say is not true and dat wad i noe n believe is the true de. hmmmm dunno. maybe these days i moody bahs. veh easily angry i tink. lols. maybe its because 2006 is coming. its lyk so fastt. too fast for me. y is it dat the tings iwant n get in life is owaes so different. y carn i get the tings i wan. i may appear dat okayy or wadever...but seriously deep down i reallie wish dat im still a kidy baby. when everyting doesnt bother me. dun care abt anyting at all. dun care bout money life relationships studies n everyting. for this whole yr i hav been very unlucky. not much lucky tings i can tink abt. but i still want this yr to last abiit longer. i noe its impossible fer tym to stop for me. but i still wish. i still acty remember every single word dat meant to me. like promises n stuff even its lyk yrs ago. or tings dat ppl wanna say but put in on hold for a veh long tym. ppl r lyk so funneh cann. sumtyms i feel lyk i noe the person den another min i feel lyk i dun the person no more. HAPPY NEW YEAR. i dun feel lyk its gonna be a happy new yr. cos i wan 2005. i wan 2005 to continue. its the last day of 2005 le. saddening. i lurve u, 2005. happy new year.
