was just wondering. y did i suddenly go lyk sorta chnge myself physically. i chnged a total stranger hairstyle, bought a total dif specs. chngin my look. maybe i wanted suming new. i wanted a new life. everyting i wanted was simple. i wonder y simple tings r owaes difficult to achieve. for example a smile frm the bottom of the hart. happiness da retains in the heart fer a longer period of tym. everyting seems so hard. maybe the boredom has gt the better of me. ive been tinkin alot no matter how much i try to stop tinkin. simple YET DIFFICULT TO ACHIEVE
