went swensens wif my mom today at bugis. n i ordered my fave. crayfish pasta. its damn nice. =) dunno y these days my brain is so empty. n i tink ive oready forgot him. nvr tink of him le. crush no more. but hu noes one day it mite relive. LOL. hmmmm. dunno wad to type. ohh. i got a red spot on my left cheek now. knocked on the car door lorr. wad de. haha. kuku pain cann. dunno laaa. sumtyms i feel so alone. lyk realie alone. n i hate it. i reallie hate this kind of feeling. i noe dere r ppl hu care but im dat type of person who wun feel it. wad i can feel now is dat no one cares. even if i disappear just lyk dat no one will noe. if no one tells me dat they care, for me it equals up to dey dun care n dey wun. its lyk the stars n the clouds. the stars r not dere. dey r covered up by the clouds. but even so u noe dey r dere. for me the stars nvr appeared dere n dey r NOT dere. it feels lyk im standin on the border line ALONE. all dat is beside me air. so eve if i disppear n become one of them, no one noes n dey dun care. so dats y everytym someone says sumtin sweet lyk they miss me or sumtin it makes me fel dat i exist n sumone cares abt my existence. n it sumhow feels lyk sumone cares. n dat im not alone. n dat feels gr8.
Yanfractuosity
hello. im faustina. aka holy cow. =p im 15 this year and i love slacking, sleeping, fantasizing and sleeping. i guess i sound more like a pig =p
