well . found the true reason for my mood jusst now. well. DISAPPOINTMENT. disapointe wif the human race. or rather myself esp. hmmm.. dunno how to say. sortof hate myself. well start wif human race. y r humans liddat. why do they lyk to do tings dat r wrong. y do dey find excitement in doing rong tings. why do dey lyk to disappoint ppl. y do dey lurvee to make empty promises. y do they lyk to say tings dey will nvr do. y is the human race just so imperfect. lyk me. so imperfect. hate myself the world. i esp hate the fact tat certain concept i hav od certain tings.i carn change tem. dunno y. just carn. y r tings owaes so... dunno how to say. wadever. its just y r humans lyk dat. y.
