mann. all my test damn bad laa. not concentrating n not studying all the shit. monday gt physics and chi test. must wrk hard sia. haiis dunno y cannot concentrate laa. ltr arh termly report come i tell u my result ave max is b3. wad shit. as in i ddint wrk hard n could hav got better and stuffs. shit laa. my mom may confiscate my laptop tell u. but im gonna just cook up n excuse and say dat " just sec 3 cannot adapt yet" lols. wad shit. but nvm i gonna wrk hard. worst of all arh. is te careless mistakes. hate em laaa. gt alot n alot of careless mistakes. n dat totallly sucks. wadever. haha. hmmms. y carn everyting be must simpler. i reallie reallei tink i alot of confidence. dunno y. maybe cos of many stuffs dat happened. used to be so much mroe brave n stuffs. considered rather confident bahs. but now sort of lyk mre n more zi bei n stuffs. though i often tell myself not to care abt wad others tink but sumhow u will still tink de rite. as in cannot be stoped de mar. haiis.ohh ya. im gonna go bankrupt soon. k not bankrupt but reallie lakc of money. hope everyting will turn for the bettter. coz its rallie serious. maybe my whole fam gonna hav nth to eat soon in mths. reallie hope for the better. k the best. dat we can recoup the losses n earn double the profit of wad we used to earn. lol. bet u dun understan wad im reallie to say. haha. owells just the financial situation. haha. hmmms. so now i gotta wrk realie hard go gd jc n go gd uni. LOL. abit too far liao. nvmm. n de ill start going to wrk. i wan alot of money. first 2 years ill wrk at a lower salary first n den wrk for eexperience. n den ill start doing the big job. lol. earn alot alot of money for my fam. n den my fam will hav nth to worry for. n den i wan my parents to hav big hse n gd car n all dey cld ever dream of. n of course ill spare sum days where ill accompany dem so dat tey can b happy. haha. i tink tats too far liao. hmmm im gonna go wrk in june laa. nid money liao. although i tink cannot really earn much but just try laa. afterall we nid money. haha. =) i must be positive.
