ok this is realli stupid. i told ys abt wad happened long ago. ok dumb, forget it.
im gonna tell u a story.
the story of the little bunny
it was a perfect afternoon the little bunny got lost she lost sight of her burrow and so she kept walking and walking in search for her home. suddenly she noticed the clouds turned grey she had seen the clouds so grey she had never felt the clouds so heavy she had never felt the existence of such heaviness in her heart for a very long time. she always thought that the clouds were blue and the clouds were light she always thought that the clouds was a symbol of freedom she always wanted to ride on the clouds staring into the sky she saw the dark grey clouds and now she just didnt wanna ride on the clouds anymore it was like, the clouds were too heavy for her suddnely lightning strucked n thunder could be heard she started topanicked where on earth is her home. she nvr felt so alone b4 so many questions running through her head what to do where to go and who to look for she started thinking about it she had nvr had anyone there for her at all she felt so helpless she wonders if there is actually anyone who is worrying for her wondering where she is worrying about her worrying about whether she is ok or perhaps, someone looking for her anxiously. she doubts so. she feels that no one would worry about her once again, she felt more alone den ever and then she heard the thunder again which sent a cold shiver down her spine lost. she felt more lost than any point of tym in her life she just wanted to find a place for shelter right now thats all she wanted she wasnt even tinking about finding her home anymore she was just looking for a place to shelter her from the rain she walked n walked she couldnt find any shelter at all she dragged her feet in search for a shelter but she couldnt she knew the rain was on its way there was nothing she could do if there was no shelter in sight she started thinking about certain things she felt that no one cared for existence and hence, she questioned her existence for whom what and why is she here. if she doesnt even know wad to do, where to go, who to look for wad is her purpose exactly she doesnt even noe where her home is she started to tink that her existence wasnt supposed to be and den it started to pour she felt so vulnerable she just wanted the rain to fall on her she felt more heavy than ever physically n mentally the rain drops trickled down the cheeks she didnt wanna go on anymore coz no one bothers no one cares if she goes on anot. even if she die she will just rot on the street no one cares whether she is alive or not. a meaningless life she was leading wad has she been living for. she just continued to move in the rain she didnt tink about wantin the rain to stop she wasnt tinkin abt the rain she was tinkin abt how cold she was she shivered in the cold such cold, she couldnt describe. she just continued walking aimlessly in the rain she just totally lost the will to live. not even a passer-by came to help her. they just leave her alone in the cold.
it rained again today. i was caught in the rain. why was i suddenly reminded of you. i dun wanna be reminded of you but u keep appearing in my sight i feel so helpless
Yanfractuosity
hello. im faustina. aka holy cow. =p im 15 this year and i love slacking, sleeping, fantasizing and sleeping. i guess i sound more like a pig =p
