perhaps. i have been deceiving myself all along. just somewhere in the deepest part of my heart, there has always been a dark spot reserved for you. there always was. maybe, i was just unaware. or maybe, i was just running away frm all of it. i have no idea at all.
it has been raining lately. i duno y but the rain sumho just made me tink alot. im stuck in the rain. i really am. just like the bunny frm my story in my previous post. i have not walked out of the rain. like obviously wad made me to rite abt the bunny was acty the rain and myself. im caught in the rain. and i dunno whre to go. at all. i dun hav any idea at all where on earth i shld go. lost n helpless. but wad can i do. like the bunny. there is nth she could do. she wonders. and she suspects if there is anione dere at all. yikes. i dunno.
it has been so painful all along and i dunno why. perhaps not painful but sumwad empty and my life seems so different. its like. all i noe of u noe is your back n ur profile. cos i dun see u in the face anymore. for like, so long. really. it was very long. and ever since we exchnged a word? ohh. dat was even longer. i dunno wad u r tinkin of now. and i dunno wad i am tinkin of now. i just carn be bothered anymore. i dunno why. haiye.
i've yet to walk out of the rain.will it rain tml again?and will i be caught in another rain tml.all i noe is, i have to walk out of the rain. i dun wanna do tis alone. but do i have a choice?i doubt so.
