T.T
my mom says im like the rest of my siblings. she says i dun care abt the family. she is venting her frustrations on me. nomatter wad i do for the family, she doesnt regconise it. T.T
do u all noe how much a kid, ok, teenager like me can take. i cannot take it at all. that clearly explains why i've teared the second tym and the third tym today. n i believe dere is more to come. its a chain reaction. oh man. im in for some hell suffering. i've totally no mood for anything now. i tink im going to cry again. wth. i dun care liao. i must must must must go to the beach tml. i hope. i nid it. i need to cry everyting out.
its my baby bro's birthday tdy. i wish everyting will turn out fine. pls. let my dad apologize to my mom. and let my mom forgive him. and let everything go back to the old tyms where everyone is happy ok.
im hiding. i dun wan them to see me cry.
i just talked to my dad and asked him to apologize to my mom. he said he did already. i just cannot do it. im not strong enuff. i merely told him to apologize to my mom. that one mere sentence, and i ran into the toilet. i teared again. im not strong enuff. i cannot do it.
mom. pls forgive him. haiis.
