hmm. yest nvr blog. sian. no mood to blog acty. zz.
ok. yest go simei care centre. quite fun, meaningful and fufilling acty. but nvm skip all those parts. straight to helpin tem make stuffs. yea. i tink we're damn efficient. lol. and the stuffs are nice lor. but too bad, we carn kop. lol. i'll post the pics. lol.
i like these. they look so sweet(: heh
den aft dat, qian me go tamp eat den go jol hse. play cards. gamble. i didnt win or lose ani money. jol= big loser. qian= big winner. lol. ok. here's jol's obscene pose at hme ( nt exactly obscene but who cares. lol.)
den i went hme.
bored. tdy is boring. i made tang yuan tdy(: and it tasted gd. lol. i hav the talent. zz. hmmm. tdy i woke up at 12. whee. acty could hav slpt longer if nt for my bro. JIE WAKE UP. zzzzzzzz. nvm. tdy i finish dl-ing the o2jam songs liao. i took so long to extract al the files can. zz. den yes i jam again. but a lil onli tdy. lvl 10 now. quite noob still. lol. here's me. user= fausholycow (:
oh ya. the person at simei care centre told us abt mental illnesses. i tink i hav depression(: cos one symptom---- feeling of emptiness for a long tym. let's see, i hav been feeling tat since like, 2-3 mths ago? and im still feeling like dat. i remember benedict askin me how i feel few days i go, i told him, "empty". he told me " i remember u telling me tat very long ago" yes, ive been feeling empty for a very long tym. like my heart is empty. my mind is empty. i am no longer filled wif tots. i have no inspiration. for a long long tym, i have not been myself.
where, exactly where, am i?
im not contented wif the way my life is.its not for me,its too empty,its just, nt my type of life.i need wings,to fly,get away frm this kinda life,to look for someting new,and different,someting dat i hav been seeking all along,something dat can fill the void,someting dat can rid the emptiness,something dat can bring me back.
