i dunno. ok. u all did it subconsciously laa. and i noe it. its like, you all dun understand. and i dunno how to use words to describe. and plus, i carn be bothered to explain to everyone of u and like wad, tell u, "
hey i've been lying all along you noe" stupid. lol. and the most stupid ting is dat wen u all dunno wads going on, you all kip asking me abt tings tat i dunno but u all tink i noe.
i told yongsheng. can u believe it. i told him. i think he oso stun tio i tell him. lol. its like we were on tat topic.
he kips tokin abt him laa. and persuade me stupid "facts". like omg, i dun wanna believe in that shit dat i used to believe in. and tis ys tells me diff tings frm jol qian they all. he says, " tell!" like wth. tell wad, " hey ive lied" stupid.
so, all i wanna say is that,
sorry i lied. i really regret lying to my friends.forgive me. i know u still carn believe i lied.empty. tired. this empty feeling,still there.not wad im looking for.tired.tired of all my liesso im coming clean.thats why ive told you ppl.habits. im just so used to it. i carn stop doing wad im doing anymore.
ok damn. i can(:
