im like stuck again.
wth.
jol says im in the bottom of the well and i carn come out
but i told her i can fly
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like who m i trying to kid.
yeah. i can fly.
ok tdy my fone had sum probs. den i go my inbox dere some older msg-es had the number dere but nt the name dere laa but ya i noe who send de laa. den i was wonderin if my fonebk was having sum kinda prob so i went to re-save the number, as in delete n save again. yeah. so i re-save the mobile fone number and the hme number. i wasnt sure abt the home number so i went to double-check in my fone bk, cos most prob, the person called me b4 so it must be in the call log laa. yep. so i went in the call log, and i saw under the missed call dere got
unexpected miss call like few days ago. i was like,
huh, tis guy gt call me meh. den i realised dat day my fone siao, turned off the accpt calls tingy so no one can call me. rofl. n i onli realised, at tat point, only one person miss called me. and tat person, i realise tdy, is onlylike 1 min diff frm the
unexpected one. so issit like, fated or wad. or issit like unfair or wad. i hav no idea. ok tis is so random but who cares.
im still young
yet i think so much like wth
im trying my best nt to tink
but u tink it'll wrk?
doubt so
this so completely sucks.
i shall insert sumting random first - when i woke up, all the food was gone. no food for me T.T
ok.
my brain is going to explode. AHHH. this really sucks big tym man. i guess i have to heed advice frm jol's blog. get a brainfreeze. heh.and why carn i seem to stop lying. why carn i stop lying. why issit so hard to say the complete truth. my brain is splitting. my heart is tearing. wth. its too difficult for me, i cannot take it.i have like 70 free smses left n 2more wks for the bill to renew. i have to watch my fone usage properly liao. or not, my mom is gonna cancel my line. T_T
and i went to dot he groceries just now. cos no food mar. den i go ntuc dere. n i spent 26 bucks approx. n my savings i dunno how, depleted like siao liao. u can consider me havin no money. so i told my mom, MOM I NO MONEY LIAO. MY SAVINGS GONE. n i gt scolded. zz. she say i dunno how to use money properly n wad ALWAYS go movie n eat. bleh. i where gt always. zz. im so broke. she says she nt gonna gimme money liao. T_____T i dunno why but i think im high maintenance. maybe nt high. quite low acty heh. so contradicting. but u see, now although our financial situation better abit liao, but still nt as b4. n its like wth, considered broke. and now im wondering laa. 29 june is my daddy's b day n i dunno wad to buy for him. T____T and see, i gt so many movies i wanna watch. its sucha pain to be broke. haiis.
am i really resigned to fate?must i resign to fate?no, there isnt sucha thing.fate is up to us.with one simple step,we can change our destiny.we can change all this.just one simple move can change everything.but i dunno whymy feet are rooted to the ground,i canot make a move.im stuck in the bottom of the well,i cannot come out.if only there was a handto pull me outand to lead me to where i really belongim too young for this crap. heh :D
