i took a two hr nap earlier. kinda shuang but kinda insufficient laa. i can feel the wind now. somehow, my positive mood turned negative in tis instant.
i asked qian if ive turned bad. she said yes. i think so too. i can feel myself screwing my own life up in some ways that i know is wrong. sounds kinda stupid but i really feel like being rebellious for a while. i have tis feeling laa. its kinda wrong but yeah. i feel like some stupid idiot laa.
its stupid. i dun use to have so many food cravings but now i have
alot. haha. i love eating now. i have regular prata cravings too. den sometyms i feel like having crayfish pasta frm swensens. den sometyms i feel like having jap food. and the list goes on. haha.
and ive found the reason for my mood swings already. shhh. i tink i will still have mood swings for quite some tym. haha.
but i still dun get why my mom still suspects me. haha. although its likes lesser le ( im refering to yesterday only) haha.
ok next wk got physics test. cheena test. bio test. im like so slack laa. confirm fail one T_T
must wrk hard laa. or not like chem liddat. fail by tat pathetic half a mark T_T
bye
