
k..todae i really damned depressed... ... the results r out....my marks r damned like...shit ...its really bad...i gt only 82 fer maths, 68.5 fer geog, 61 fer homec (i suspect she anihow mark de), 57 fer science, 55 fer chinese... ...i m so depressed...i dunno wad to do...how leh...i really m at a loss...can sumbody direct me....i really need "him" to lead me through the drk ages... i dun even hav confidence i will survive tis war but .... he ish my pillar of support bahx...i guess i won't die sho early... i really need his shoulder fer now to ease my pain... i really in a dilema...all i can tink of now to ease my pain ish him but tinkin of him makes my wound deeper too...i dunno wad to do....sadx