i m seriously depressed.... ...i m very very sad...my parents keep givin me stress...wants me to get 75 for every sbject...i sae it ish impossible she saes it is n sae i did not wrk hard....i admit...i did not wrk hard sas in like everyday but i noe i tried my best...my pap even wants me to get 80++ which ish totally no wae...they kept saein they hav not given me pressure...yesh....physically but mentally? alot.....i really cannot trake it....i m goin to suffer a nervous breakdown...death seems to be the only solution but i dun dare...3 reasons... 1) i m scared...i admit i m a coward v)i can't let go eveyting in the world 3) my religion disapproves it..it ish considerd as an unfillial act.... i cannot hav a new fone le...coz of my mrks....tats wen all the results ting came out from my mum's mouth...i cried...she saes its b'coz of tat i cannot get a fone but its not...i swear...its b'coz of pressure ........but she doesn b'lieve me n saes tat i cry coz of the fone.......its not true at all.........i m depressed only becoz of tis....my parents dun trust me at all....they keep askin me y boys call me...its skl stuff...senior tell me bt CCA or ppl ask me fer fone no. coz i hav council list...or senior ask me pay $ for CCA but my mum still suspects i hav a BF outside...i dun...would i evn dare? my parents....both oso make spot checks on me...i go chalet they call me...n ask wad gt bois?class chalet obvious have rite....then they will tell me dun misbehave....i will nvr..THEY JUX DUN TRUST ME.......then b'coz my pap heard a male's voice over the fone he sae nex time canot go chalet....but nvrmnd coz i oso dun wan...so tired n not fun de...my mum oso alwaes wen watch tv will sae dun learn tish person wad....haven married then blah blah le.........SHE DOES NOT TRUST ME TOO...i m so sad.......why?
