sometyms...i reallie dunnno hu to trust...sumtyms i feel dat i hab a lot of good frens arnd me...but sumtyms....i dun feel dat way...everyting in my world just revolves arnd...its lyk im afraid i wun get them....n wen i get tem...im afraid dat i will lose them....u actually get it? tis problems rite...tell anione oso wun help de....ish not i dun wanna tell u all my troubles...but ish i carn....i dunno how u can help me....mayb just get a load of but hu noes.....dats gettin another load on coz sumbody else's noes abt it...i admit it.....i m dumb....sutyms....wen u c me....i veh happie liddat den very optimistic liddat den at other tyms...u c me very down.....plaein arnd wif my life....crying...drownin myself in my tears....i reallie dunno wich on ish me....i dun even noe myself....will u noe me? mannn... i just dunno y....i always lyk to hide myself...n i can tell dat im messing up my life...in one way or another....MANN WAD SHLD I DO...CAN SOMEONE PLS TELL ME....SOMEONE PLS HELP ME!