somehow i tink im reallie silly. n i tink im making tings worse fer myself. n i acty felt quite nice abt wad ppl say as in the different tings laa. so silly. i carn believe it. its always liddat lorr.n yesh, deres sumting wrong wif my eyes. coz i carn see aniting exp ya. lols. siians. abit sick of life already. i feel kinda weird. its always lyk sumting over l den i regret den its lyk those kinda stuff cannot repeat unless ya, super brave. lols. and yesh. i tried it once oready lorr. quie okayy acty but i sitll dun lyk it dats y im not doing it animore. maybe u dun get wad iim sayin. so just ignore me. haha. XP