I FEEL SO BAD AND EVIL. I REALI DIDNT DO IT ON PURPOSE. I REALLIE DIDNT REALISE ABT IT UNTIL THE CAMP. I REALLIE FEEL VEH BAD FOR EVERYTING. WHY R U LIDDAT. U SHLD QUESTION ME OR STUFFS. DEN I WLDNT FEEL DAT BAD. Y R U SO NICE TO ME. I REALLIE HATE MYSELF LAA. ITS LYK U SO GOOD TO ME. ARGH I DUNNO HOW TO SAY. I LET U DOWN AGAIN N AGAIN. IM REALLIE VERY SORRY. REALLIE. WE STILL FRENS RITE. WE CAN STILL PLAY BRIDGE LYK LAST TYM RITE. NTH CHNGED RITE. HOPE SO. I DUNNO HOW TO FACE U ALREADY. I ALREADY FEEL SO BAD. shoot me. y r u so nice. still say can look for u wen im down n blablabla. i reallie dunno. its my fault.