it reallie brings the confidence n faith by a half. dats terrible.the stars were cloudy dat day. covered by clouds. cannot b seen clearly. lyk wad it is now. ambiguous. hmmms. i tink im very easily affected laa. dunno y im bloggin abt tis but im just bloggin abt tis. hah. lame. ehh just tink i veh easily affected. if sumone say sumting rite den i will tell myself dun tink abt it or sumting. but sumhow i will. its lyk cnanot be controled liddat laa. im confused too. dunno. everyting since 15 yrs ago is still so confusing to me. gosh. sacred im be back t depress mood wen im lyk sort of mood turned better. i tink i nid more confidence. cos its bad. i dun hab confidence in everyting i do for a long long tym. its just plain terrble. apparently i tink im craping. but i dun care. past caring of wadever dats going arnd me cos its all not important to me now. as in. i dunno how to explain. its just not easy to comprehend all the shit tats going on. haiyes. tis just sucks mann. im starting to tink abt bad tings liao. shit. i tink i veh zi bei lehh. shit. ohh rememebr sumting liao. tdy iw as walkin frm skl to mrt. counted 20 SETS of dog poo. haha. aiye wadever laa. carn be bothered liao. must now concentrate on studies. dats the rite ting laa . supposedly. =)
