do dreams really reflect our desires in reality.
if it does, i hope i wasnt dreaming wad i was dreaming.
its so stupid laa.
I DUN WANNA DREAM ABOUT YOU. I DUN WANT TO.
i tink tis is the third tym liao. in 3 consecutive days. WHY. why do i dream about
you. why do
u hav to appear in my dreams. i really dunno wads going on wif me laa. this internal turmoil im going thru. i dun even noe wad i want anymore. i carn believe i acty dreamt abt
being wif you and den going thru all those sweet moments and stuffs. and then wen i was awake for 2 mins or so when the fone rang, the first ting i tot abt was
you.
screw myself. i tink im going bonkers. wad in earth is wrong me me laa. and wad on earth is my dream telling me. ok i dunno why tis is so random but i suddenly tot of wad ys said to me. he said i was acty lucky but it was just that i didnt noe how to treasure it. ok it was random. rofl. ok back to the topic. I TINK IM GOING MAD ALREADY and i still dunno wad i feel
towards u laa. as in its wad kinda feeling. all i noe is tat im too used to
you le. i need
you laa.
i carn believe i just said dat. yesterday wen my lil brother came inside my room, i saw
ur shadow in him laa.
screw laa. i tink im tinking too much liao. its like surely de lor. how come i can see
u in my baby bro de shadow.
sounds dumb rite. precisely laa. i noe. its dumb. den rite. i always tend to reminisce upon the past laa. its so stupid i carn believe im acty doing tat can. its like
wad on earth is wrong wif me laa. im so dumb laa. and i really dunno how to phrase tis whole ting laa. it really hasnt been easy the past few months. ok mayb 1 2 or 3 mths onli. coz they were so different. aiye its so stupid laa. and i carn believe i told
ys. ys leh. abt wad im tinking n stuffs. so stupid laa. i dunno wads wrong wif me. i even tell ys wad im expecting and wad i want laa. i
carn believe it man. i told
ys lor. even qian doesnt noe. apparently the main reason why she does not noe is because she's too busy wif sumting else. rofl. ok digressing. wahahah. ok. back to the topic. and me and jol rite. ok tis happened on ehh... friday i tinnk. lol. ok so both me n jol were telling him our fantasies and wad we expect n stuffs. den ys was like telling me tat i shld go tell him. apparently i didnt like the idea. n ys said this. "
you just want him to initiate and take a big step right " ok i dunno. maybe bahs. oh yes. n i carn believe me n jol can told abt tis kinda tings even in the presence of
freddie the fish. he was dere laa. ( ok tis one another day ) den we were tokin abt wad we want n stuffs laa. i carn believe it laa. last tym we dun tok abt tis kinda tings de. as in me n jol. i guesss its
qian dats y we started tokin abt tis kinda tings. but wadever laa. rofl. i shall end here liao. i dun wanna tok abt it le.
screw laa. the windows media player suddenly play a song dat i dun wanna hear right now. zhi dui ni shuo. lol. i will soon hear jj say sarang hae yo. bullshit. i just dunno wad i want anymore. just wad feeling was that. wad was it. im just so dumb. haiis.
