hmmm.
i knew it. i sensed it frm the beginning. jolene, u shld noe rite. i told u abt it last nite. i knew sumting went wrong liao. my sixth sense nvr went wrong. i knew wad u used to feel was fading already.
i really dunno wad to say liao laa. u noe it best urself. ask urself have u realli gave it ur best shot. have u reallie tried ur best. u said u would try ur best. maybe u felt u did. but in actual fact. u nvr did. u nvr tried ur best. i can sense it laa. u nvr tried b4. its so obvious can. and if u noticed, u are still as virtual laa. you may have tried. but have u tried hard enuff. i dun wanna cont to tell u abt all these kinda stuffs liao, abt wad u really have been doing. nothing. u see urself bah. how many tyms have u appeared in reality to me.u ask urself bah. u may be giving up already. i dunno wad to say also. its ur choice. forget it. im not gonna be bothered anymore if dat is really how u feel. and pls make up ur mind if u wanna give up anot. if u have made up ur mind to give up. just leave my world for good. dun like half dere half not dere like wad u hav been doing. i hate it alot. if u wanna be in. just come in. into the reality. if u dun wan, just leave. leave for good. and dun come back anymore.
ok enuff of tat. i shall blog abt wad i dreamt last nite.
i dreamt dat gt one demon wan to kill my sis. but we dunno how the demon look like coz wen we wanted to steal the painting of the demon, sumone else stole it liao. lol. ok. so we unno hwo the demon look like. den i hide the sis in the room cos scared the demon wad. den one day i felt the presence of the demon liao. den i rush inside the room. to die wif her. muahaha. den i heard footsteps. den i screamed " COME IN U FRIIIGIN DEMON" den the door kena slam. gt a guy dere. ut he not demon. sumone we noe. den i realised the demonic aura gone liao. an outside the window gt a carrot flying arnd. n den my bro told me dat the demon was not ordinary. he was a part of the emperor's imperial cuisine. vegetables. lol. carrot sumore. so the carrot was the true demon. budden he noe his plan cannot carry out cos tt guy knock the door dwn blablabla so the carrot retreated. LOL.
ok wadever. im not in the best of moods now.
