tis is bad laa can. my results are bad. tdy got back physics like wth laa. without the mcq tat is, i got 40/70 T.T n 1 mark is free frm mr ong de (:
oh ya my chi ppr 2 is 75.5 acty. haha count wrong yest. but my compo is like 45/70 and the stupid yingyongwen i fail can 9/20 T.T den overall wif oral i got like 71? ok bah. but my physics suck like hell. and english and combined humans still unknown. i scared e lit and ss. shiets. lol.
ok enuff of tis crap talk. i wan to watch the da vinci code(: it will cheer me up. wahahah.
i dunno why but i suddenly feel veh empty laa. i tink i now abit no life. lol. so random. haha.
before i enter into the emo mode. i wld like to upload a picture i took found in daryl's physics paper and obviously written by mr ong trying to correct daryl's spelling mistake in one way or another(:
Principle laa. lol. rite principal den mr ong rie = dr boon. lol. its damn funny can. den he damn sadistic. ppl gt careless mistake he gt one star n careless stamp down dere. wah. like mockin at ppl can. but acty rite. mr ong, well a fact i cannot deny abt him is, he acty
very nice. really. im not lying. as in really laa. wahhaah. he is nice lai de.ok and so im in a no life, depressed, life has no meaning kinda mood. and i decided to hav a good luff at myself and well, let u ppl luff at me too. im uploading pics wen im young. the worst part of my life filled wif tong2 nian ying1 ying2. i cried the most in tis period of tym. arnd primary 4 onwards liddat bah. wen i was dammit nerd like shit wif kuku haircut and my mom is the only one who says its nice. oh wth, my mom is dammit
honest to me. she lies to me while my classmates treat my haircut like a gd luff. n dat tym suay suay my hair grow veh slow and i was stuck wif tat hair. PLUS, my glasses. ohh. nerdy like wth laa. disgusting combination. everytym i see the mirror i hav to comfort myself and say "
u wun always be like dat de." or maybe ill stare at the mirror and say "
is dat girl me?" "OH DAMN" ok laa. surely i so sad wif my looks still go mock myself at tat tym de. lol. ok here goes. hav a good luff at it bah. im digging up my darkest secrets wich i nvr wanted anione to noe.
it was too dark for me liao. imagine laa. at a young tender age, being mocked by sklmates. even
oh holy jolene called me
the nerd in primary skl. apparently i dunno her den laa. lol. oh gosh. pathetic childhood.
dark DARK childhood. i always cannot take it in pri skl den i always cry wen ppl luff at my hair de. serious. even my THEN
crush rite. damn bad. wen my fren go ask him if he will like me. he say" she so nerd, i where gt will like her" or sumting liddat. n i was dere laa!.
hurt so bad can. attack me lo. den my confidence lvl drop like wth. so tat explains y i like no confidence in myself de. i can say dat during tat tym, if confidence is over 100 rite. my confidence lvl is lesser den 30, dat means f9. but now better bah. lets see. 40 perhaps?(: increased quite alot le. haha. u may tink i sumtyms like gt confidence liddat, acty all talk one. i realli deep down no confidence in myself. haha. ok how come type so long still no pics. lol. and now the moment u r waiting for. dun luff pls. ok wadever, luff all u want. haha.
me sleeping in the bus. ok. i can see ur teeth liao. dun luff until liddat can.
my trip to the botanic gardens. ok. its very obvious now. i can hear ur luffter. wth. so loud can. LOL. i can imagine sia. wahahah.
ok tis looks better. cos i tink it was primary 3 maybe. haha. GOLDCOAST. WHEE.
hongkong. lol. the hair longer abit liao. u see the up dere pic rite. short like shit. lol. my mom force me nt to wear specs. make me look like sum girl wif no eyes can. lol.
me jacintha bh n kh last yr(:
xinzi and me. sumwad last yr. lol.
me n mh. early tis yr.
ehh. tis one is kena tou1 pai1 one. yiheng's fone. lol. i look like sum siao char bo. ok n in case u r retarded or maybe ur brain not functioning becoz u saw the first 2 pics esp of me, tis is me
now. lol.
cows.
tis is to piss gullible ppl like qian off. MY FEET. =)
ok if u realise. digress liao. wahahahahahah. become so random like my foto album. lol. kk nvm. hope u all had a gd luff ahhahahah. my mood oso abit better liao.
whee. ok i shall end here. wahahahah.
cheer me up if u r free(: oh yes. im insane(:oh wait. i realised it wasnt death i wanted. it was the pain. oh im insane. this is killing me. my mind- slping pills gd idea. hanging mite be pain. bite tongue EWWW. jump off building ugly and disgusting. these mite lead to death. and well. i dunno y i wan pain. i scared pain can. lol. oh im insane. sumone just shoot me pls. and ull see a shooting star. cos every shooting star is sumone who just passed away(: sounds familiar rite. haha. and ohh. now wad. I WANT TO SEE A SHOOTING STAR. oh gosh. i sound like sum kid now wanting candy.
oh mommy i want candy. lol. oh dat reminds me. i feel like eating sweets -.- oh can u tell im insane yet. oh gosh.im insane. wth. oh shiet. i want to go to the beach and play. i want to sneak in n watch da vinci code. wth. im like a kid now. oh n yes im whining. im kicking the pillows and bolsters now.
I WANT I WANT. LOL. i guess i mad. ok. maybe not i guess. but i noe. oh wth.
ARGH. n im frustrated now. wth. im insane. im insane. ARGH. forget it. i tink ill kill my blog if i continue. oh lets hope u see me tml. dat means im alive. or maybe im not admitted to IMH yet. lol. like duh. ill be in skl(: i wun die just yet. too many unfufilled tings.
really sry to disappoint u ppl. IM NOT DYING YET(",)
