okay i knw its been very long and the only reason im posting here and not in my personal diary is becoz you knw of this blog. yes. well. the apology here may be a lil late, ok very late but it wasnt deliberate. well, just wanted to say sry once more but i knw it isnt really affecting you coz just like you to me, im but a passing breeze, a cooling one.
its so obvious you blked me. and i knw it. i can accept it tt you blked me and i dun blame you cos im the one in the wrong. but carn we just remain friends or norm. its like, i wun even disturb you or anything, is there a need for you to kip your distance frm me or even avoid me. i dont think so.
maybe you're just trying to forget the existence of this breeze here.
its been my fault from the start.the beginning of the casual comment, " okay" was the beginning of the deep regret.
so think about it bah. dont easily say yes. dun easily say ok. esp if at the expense of other ppl's feelings or thoughts. dont agree if you are not certain. dun agree if you carn give your assurance and certainty. dont agree because its your only hope, your only chance, your getaway.
i remember i said before sth like : the best way to forget someone is to get onto someone else.
but well, tts the best way for you at the beginning. but definitely not the ultimate best way cos you'll lose sth. you'll lose a person. you'll regret. so well, i take back those words of mine.
the best way to forget someone. what is it.
the most definite nono answer is:
time.time definitely wont make you forget someone. someone who used to hold a strong position in your heart esp.
the best way to forget someone you love?
even if its someone you loved. you'll remember the person.to stop loving the person?
i used to think that true love is forever nd tt true love existed. i wanted someone to show me whats tt. cos i nvr knew. why wasnt what i thought correct. why is it so. why is everything disappointing me. why is everything happening proving my ideology wrong. is it because everything lies on the surface? or issit we do not lk deep enough into things?if you believe in forever love and you are confident of tt. you'll nvr stop loving the person. maybe love the person even more as time passes. for you, its absence makes the heart fonder, it will nvr be : out of sight, out of mind. you are ill-fated. if the person you truly love does not truly love you, you will stay all the way at the bottom of the well for a very long tym, forever. just because of you (
dumb) forever love. but on the other hand, if you TINK and are VERY sure youll nvr stop loving the person, maybe time could be a factor in this case.
as time passes, your love damn fades. why would it be so. issit tt you are not strong enough? or you are borned fickle minded like an ass ( sry if you are
offended) well, there's no definite answers to the matters of the heart. just admit the whole truth when it comes to the hearty stuffs. dont pretend, dont hide. cos you will suffer. show it all out. you dun lose out. at least you will feel alot better. even if the person doesnt reciprocate, so what. you have your wildest fantasies and imagination to accompany you. you are blessed wif imagination. imagine. everything is in the mind.
but one thing for those really chi qing ppl (applies to mostly,
girls. hey. im not sexist but thats what i see.)(not many chi qing ppl make up the population, you know):
never pause your life because your love has stopped or sth. life has to go on. you can continue to love. but the clock hands still move no matter what happened to you love life. you have t continue moving too. dont stop living because of it. you can still wait if you want. but dont stop. dont stop loving. dont stop waiting. dont stop your life. because life is light, light is faith, faith is hope. life is hope. move on wif life and there will be hope, hope tt your loved one will love you. ahh digressed a lot. thats all then.
but wait. i believe. i choose to believe in undying and forever love. the one example i want to see most would be my parents. please let me see them tgt forever. i will nvr want them to leave each other's side. she asked me who i would follow, i said, dont.
if i carn have both, both wont have me either. if they ever choose to leave each other's side, i dun think i can take it, im not strong enough, i might take the path of no return, so dun. dun ever leave each other's side. or mention anything abt tt to me. cos just the mention of it, makes me tears. i teared on my way skl tdy. mommy, never leave daddy.why is life so unpredictable. i want to be a happy kid wif a happy childhood. if you want me to be happy, dun ever do things tt will make me sad.
i knw you still love dad. dont give up the love. love can overcome anything so dont give up daddy. dont give up us. cos i will nvr be able to choose between the two nd i can nvr be able to live without just one. i'd rather die.i need someone now. i really do.
